Well, where do I start.
I only work 2 days a week and since I have been back in work since May last year my mum has looked after J.
I take J to playgroups every day (mum takes him when I am in work) and I find he is a very shy little boy and doesn't mix too well.
Anyway after some consideration I have decided to put J in nursery only for a morning a week (4 hours), as I want him to mix with other children and also enjoy what a nursery has to offer rather than watching mum hoover and wash the dishes! He has become obsessed with hoovering !
He has had 3 trials at nursery - the first one I left him and he was really upset when I came back for him. (I did only leave him 2 hours). I have since stayed with him and yesterday left him for 40 minutes. When I went for him his key worker said he did get upset but calmed down. He had been upset again when I walked in. The nursery are being brilliant and said I can go every day with him, just pop in for an hour to get him used to everyone.
Why do I feel so bad

The nursery is lovely and he can go there when he is 3 and I can use the nursery vouchers too.
When he left he did give his little friend Charlie high 5's so that made me feel a bit better.
Am I doing the right thing?